Tuesday, August 9, 2011

HOME




"HOME USED TO FEEL SO FAR AWAY,


SO DISTANT FROM MY HEART.


BUT NOW I FIND ITS CLOSE TO ME


FOR LOVE IS IN YOUR ARMS!"




WITH EVERY PASSING DAY OF OUR LIVES I GROW MORE AND MORE IN LOVE WITH THE MAN THAT I MARRIED. EVERYDAY HE SHOWS ME MORE LOVE, KINDNESS, PATIENCE

AND FORGIVENESS THEN I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD EVER KNOW. I HAVE FELT SO UNGRATEFUL LATELY BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SO STRESSED OUT AND WORRIED ABOUT THE UPCOMING SCHOOL YEAR AND THE FACT NATE WILL BE PULLED IN SO MANY DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS WITH SCHOOL, CLINICAL'S, AND WORK. I HAVE BEEN STRESSED ABOUT SEEING HIM LESS, SPENDING LESS FAMILY TIME TOGETHER, AND JUST WORRIED ABOUT THE TOLL THAT THIS WILL TAKE ON OUR RELATIONSHIP. WITH ALL THE WORRYING I HAVE BEEN DOING I HAVE NOT REALLY STOPPED TO THINK ABOUT THE AMAZING OPPORTUNITIES THAT THIS WILL BRING INTO OUR LIVES. WE PRAYED FOR SO LONG ABOUT WHETHER THIS WAS THE RIGHT DIRECTION FOR OUR FAMILY AND THE RIGHT CAREER FOR NATE. AFTER MANY NIGHTS OF WORRY AND PRAYERS WE KNOW THAT THIS IS THE RIGHT DECISION, AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO MY HEAVENLY FATHER THAT NATE HAS BEEN GIVEN THIS OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE THE CAREER THAT HE WANTS. I KNOW THAT IT WILL NOT BE EASY AND THAT THE NEXT YEAR WILL HOLD MANY TRIALS, BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT IF ANYONE CAN DO IT, ITS NATE. HE IS SUCH AN AMAZING HUSBAND AND FATHER, HE HAS SO MUCH FAITH THAT EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT AND THAT WE WILL BE OK. IT IS BECAUSE OF HIS FAITH THAT I KNOW THIS TO BE TRUE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NATE, YOU TRULY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME, I KNOW THAT I CAN BE A PAIN AND THAT THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS PERFECT, BUT YOU ARE THE BEST HUSBAND AND FATHER I COULD EVER ASK FOR. I HAVE ALL THE FAITH THAT YOU WILL DO GREAT THIS NEXT YEAR, YOU ARE GOING TO BE AN AMAZING PARAMEDIC AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE THE OPPORTUNITIES THAT THIS WILL BRING INTO OUR LIVES. "TE QUIERO MUCHO"

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